Lao Huan Tong... Old Kidz...

Huh... working hd been so tiring this few days oh... cause new event starting, and too many promoter is working, not easy to handle so many people at once a... huh... and, not familiar with new project, promoter do wrong, of course, as usual, i am the one who kena shoot lol.. hehe...

to say the true la, dunno why, was born... to be easily accept shooting from others, and of course, i will counter attack back... hehe... my self protecting attitute is very very strong oh... but, huh... working mah.. have to accept upper level geh people to shoot me lo, especially is client side geh people. hehe... thats y i tell my mum today, i want to do my own business, don't want to see other people geh face! haha....

mmm... what else to write la? study been the same, 3 subjects this month, but class for 4 days, and morning to evening. huh... gila punya orang, one lecture 3 hour, want kill people meh... huh...

mmm... and... the topic of the blog... Old kidz... why? suddenly found out this name 'Lao Huan Tong' very suitable for me. dunno why... i am an old kidz... i am not young anymore... as few of my friend who were my age were married. initially one is married today. and she is my very very old friend, who we growth up togeher. but i didn't got to visit her for her dinner. because of work. huh... really feel disappointed for it... dunno why... i just having the feeling not to go... is like it reflecting to me that i am a bit lose in my love life. ya, people will say i am still young. but still... the feeling of love and be loved... i still haven't feel it... huh... everytime i tell myself, Seng, you won't most things in your life, you always lucky no matter in what; social life, work, study... i always get what i want in it. i always get to know who ever that i want to make friend with; i always win in everything that i compete for; i always get the result i want in my study; always get the job that i want and earn the salary i espected.... but... do not get the love life i want... why? sometimes i think Steven say is true, god is very fair. you be good in something, but you also will fall in something. huh... ya... is true... but still... i want to fight it... i want to be good in everything that i want.... maybe... i should fight for my lovelife too... haha... maybe is too early for me; but maybe is too late for me to realise it too........... Lao Huan Tong.... live in his own garden of happiness... protecting himself from outside world which will hurt... and... it suit descripting me...

Everyday me....

Huh... few day no write anything lo. actually this few days also got a lot of things wanna write down, wanna say out... but... dunno how to say out la. huh...

ok lah. firstly, happy things. Steven and Edwin get into the semifinal of the the xiao chao search competition oh!! yeah!! haha... then get to know nick and justin, edwin's friend who also get into semifinal. haha... really feel happy for them lo. but hor, have to work harder lo to get into the final. haha... if not ah, the other will kick u all aside. haha.... congratulation!!!! all the best!!!

then, wha else neh... mmm... work there, my area become bigger this month, but also, more harder for me to control. huh... what to do? want to earn more money, i have to work harder lo. if not? money won't drop from the sky la. hehe... i belief there were god, who look after me. they will know i work hard, and bless me. haha... watch drama too much already lah. EVERYDAY HAPPY AND SMILE, GOOD LUCK WILL ALWAYS COME! haha....

mmm... study... holiday end already lo. huh... class will start on next week la. huh... but i am happy, to say the true. i like to work, but i also like to study. for me, the time for study s very fun and happy. cause... can know a lot of friend lo. then get more knowledge lo.. hehe... but hor, assignment still very menyampah la. hehe..... what to do? study have to do homework mah. hehe... TIME TO BACK TO SCHOOL LIFE~ and back to my beloved room in pj. haha...

what else leh... unhappy... still. don't know why. always feel unhappy, feel lonely. maybe as my mum say, i should go and find a partner la. haha... but still, it won't happen to me currently la. cause... i also don't know what i am finding in my life. haha... now, study is more important, and also gain MONEY. haha... love life, let it be nature la. hehe....

then, huh... always will get some bug kacau'ing me. huh... what to do lo?? pray hard... really. hope i will know more 'good' people in the future lo. hehe... but still, i like to know more people, but i don't like it when people think they know me well. haha... to say the true, even those who know me for ten plus years also can't know me well. even my self. i am someone, who is full with mystery... and my brain always twist faster then the time moving... i also don't know what is my decision and behavior at the next second. haha... to end all... i am a weird person. hehe... but still.. i like myself very much. thank you...