Huh... working hd been so tiring this few days oh... cause new event starting, and too many promoter is working, not easy to handle so many people at once a... huh... and, not familiar with new project, promoter do wrong, of course, as usual, i am the one who kena shoot lol.. hehe...
to say the true la, dunno why, was born... to be easily accept shooting from others, and of course, i will counter attack back... hehe... my self protecting attitute is very very strong oh... but, huh... working mah.. have to accept upper level geh people to shoot me lo, especially is client side geh people. hehe... thats y i tell my mum today, i want to do my own business, don't want to see other people geh face! haha....
mmm... what else to write la? study been the same, 3 subjects this month, but class for 4 days, and morning to evening. huh... gila punya orang, one lecture 3 hour, want kill people meh... huh...
mmm... and... the topic of the blog... Old kidz... why? suddenly found out this name 'Lao Huan Tong' very suitable for me. dunno why... i am an old kidz... i am not young anymore... as few of my friend who were my age were married. initially one is married today. and she is my very very old friend, who we growth up togeher. but i didn't got to visit her for her dinner. because of work. huh... really feel disappointed for it... dunno why... i just having the feeling not to go... is like it reflecting to me that i am a bit lose in my love life. ya, people will say i am still young. but still... the feeling of love and be loved... i still haven't feel it... huh... everytime i tell myself, Seng, you won't most things in your life, you always lucky no matter in what; social life, work, study... i always get what i want in it. i always get to know who ever that i want to make friend with; i always win in everything that i compete for; i always get the result i want in my study; always get the job that i want and earn the salary i espected.... but... do not get the love life i want... why? sometimes i think Steven say is true, god is very fair. you be good in something, but you also will fall in something. huh... ya... is true... but still... i want to fight it... i want to be good in everything that i want.... maybe... i should fight for my lovelife too... haha... maybe is too early for me; but maybe is too late for me to realise it too........... Lao Huan Tong.... live in his own garden of happiness... protecting himself from outside world which will hurt... and... it suit descripting me...
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