If thats not me..

Haha.... as usual, start with happy things first.
I had a new petz yo!! is a Hedgehog. you know what is that? remember that cartoon 'Sonic the Hedgehog'? Yup!!! thats it!!! i get a Sonic! haha... its a male, and he is very cute and playful. once u play with him, he will keep on with the play mode and become hyper active. haha... today i bring him to school to show to my groupmate. as usual also, everyone is very curious and happy to see that. everyone play with him and he seems very happy with people. haha... of course, i show it to Ms Annie, my stats tutor and she is so shock. haha.... she said dun let him in the cupboard or else he will bite the whole cupboard and all my cloth! haha... that happen to her family when the guiniepig run out and hide in the cupboard and no one knows about it!!! haha.... but miss, mine is hedgehog la. he is meat base eater la. won't eat wood and cloth. haha...


If thats not me...
huh... this few days really feel so uncomfortable ah... cause everyday also sleep very late and wake up early in the morning. huh... toay have to sleep earlier! haha... body start to pain lol. cause not enough sleep and 'hot'. starting to easily get angry lol. cause body full with heat! bad bad... huh...
really want to ask... are we stay close together because we don't know each other, and separate because we get to know each other?
friends always tell me. argue with their partner. huh... because they know each other too well. maybe thats the problem. know each other too well and didn't belief each others because of it. huh... maybe its true.
this is starting to happen around me. huh... is my fault? or is not my fault? so hard to find out the true... huh.....

Work...
sometimes i think, why i always work so hard but at last i din't get anything leh? huh... for what i work leh? earn how much use how much... huh... but, i like to work. with work i gain money. and i can buy all the things that i want... haha... happy working to me... as always.

Emcee of the dayz~~ Kit teo workshop. Haha...

Huh... at last i am free, back to normal life! haha.....

Yesterday was so so so busy ooo... i mean two dayz back. haha....
Been to school at the morning. Straight until 12pm, have lunch with classmate them. Then go for tvc shooting. huh.... is so stupid to wait until 8pm only shoot, and only 5minutes for the shooting. crazy waiting....
Go for a shooting in Klang Botani club. And is the first time for me to shoot for tvc. haha... the main characters is very nice to talk with. one is a host who had been experience for such a long time where i saw his hosting show since kid, Sean Lee. he was so nice and asked us wether we had in our mind to extent our talent in the field and he would like to help us if we want. he is so funny and, as part timer mass comm lecture, his communicating skill was so so good!! everyone of us really get into the mood to chat with him. and another is a new talent who was so nice and fun to talk with. she was so funny and quite pretty i can say. hehe....
then other who went with me is WS who i had know but had already never meet up for such a long time, and a nice guy who look like one of my bestfriend, and a girl who were the finalist for 2008 astro peugent. wah... to say the true, she really do look like Mirium Yeung. haha...
Then the boss and the director were so funny. they say my hair is such 'geng' and laugh saying where got waiter wit such hair and say i like Leo Ku. and say the other as Edison and Chung Kah Yan. and they even say we can start a idol drama. haha....

Then night actualy plan to go for a performance in Setapak, but tak jadi, cause going to S's grandma funeral. huh... we know he love his grandma so much. i feel release to see him get to the lost... hope his grandma went to a better place and accompany by angel...

Then yesterday... really really damn angry! huh....

Actuall is a very nice and happy day. i be the workshop emcee for Kit Teo or better know as 張起政. haha... my first time as emcee had given to him~ haha... he is a very nice guy to chat with. and can say, the workshop really do goes well. gethis autograph and have a group picture ith him. and of course my partner, a pretty girl, were so geng lol... she really do a great job in hosting. i think i still have a lot to learn in that! haha...

then when end the event, thats the most damn angry part. that stupid A scolded us, or specificly, me, because i promoted his album in the workshop. excuse me, we had already done so many event in the school, what can do what cannot do you tot we don't know ah? and by the way, who are you? yo are not in charge in our society and event and you seem like 'acting' taking in charge for it. please la, go finish your things before come and diturb other people's event. huh... because of a sentence and only announce once will being caught and sue as being 'rasuah' and can terminate my study or maybe i should sue you for 'distroying' my name and get you fired from you job. which one you think is more easy? my name is very clean and i don't think you can 'terminate' me lol, but as high paid PRODUCER being fired and now work as one of the student affair officer who just know how to worsen student's peoblem... people will know who right and who wrong.

and to the committee for the event, especially someone(s) with high post. first of all, i would like to thank you for giving me a chance to try out the emcee job. i really do enjoy and have fun with it. but to say the true, W you were a nice and flexible person, but you don't have a strong leadership. AD is actually a very good leader, but you were not flexible and you seems unable to accept others opinion. and both of you, think that experience is not important in doing event. really do sorry to say that, both of you guys were wrong. yes, team work is important, and it is same as experience. you have the team work, but without experience to guild you, you can't find your way.. you have experience, and your team is not working together, you sometimes can change the working way. thats the important of the experience. you may die without teamwork, but you surely die without experience. huh.... and you guys know what? i am working with event company now, and i know what their minimum requirement, and it is experience...

huh... anyway, thanks to LY. we really do love you so much. haha... cause you were very understandable and kind in helping us no matter what happen. thank you so much!!! muah.....

huh... and.. tomorrow i am going for another tvc again lol. and in plan, after the tvc will go get myself a hedgehog!! haha.... okok la... bye bye...

Actually is not me....

Huh... now i have the time and energy to write a blog. haha... happy, no happy, anger, everythings mix up in this week. huh... feel kinna wanna kick and kill people currently. haahaa...

At last october is ended... and my life back to normal. huh... october work is such a hell... busy until no time to breath.. huh... until me myself have to help become a promoter. huh... and so angry... 'ooo... your area supervisor is here, he can help to take stock.' my god....! i only work your 1 project ah? huh... no use punya people. really, people is very selfish.. they were unable to see from other people's perceptions....

Then, i make a new hair lol!! new hair style, new look. haha... everyone is so shock to see i change a new hair style. haha... that day go cut hair, actually asked N to straighten my hair, those in front one lal... but he said that make it the 'corn style' is better. and at the end, it look so weird when only those hair in the front look like that. end up make whole hair that style. and i used hours for the hir. huh... and waste hundred for this. hehe... but consider cheap already lah since friend mah. haha.... but hor, until now when i wash my hair, those medicine smell still got oh... huh. dunno when will it gone leh...

Then... back to work. i really disappointed lol. october already ENDED but i still dunno how much is my salary for that particular month. and this month geh salary... still dunno lagi. huh... really feel that stupid F a cannot do a good job. somemore he think i 'wrap mountain wrap ocean'. everything also ask me help. and he like the most, mid night ask me find people to work in the following morning. gila meh. poeple also need to sleep la. huh...

What else? ooo... my Fatty geh daughter give birth to a baby male. but.. is her father who make her pregnant... so scare the baby male will get distortion. hehe... dunno how oh... and my fatty is pregnant now. the daugther's son is now outside the pouch, but he still sucking milk from his mother. haha... very complex geh relationship. nevermind... people who know what actually happen and who is my fatty only understand what i write la. huh...

then school still the same lol... until now ah my assignment i haven't touch anything eh... huh... wanna cry oh!! dunno how to die. haha...

then... dunno how to right lol... love relation problem. huh... i told you, you are the one who can only solve your own problem. you as me to help, i can't help you. i advise you, you don't want to listen, i can't do anything, and you don't want to listen, don't put yourself in the 'self-pity' condition and pity'ing yourself in front of me. you will only get a scold from me..

today super terible bad mood oh... morning only sleep 4 hour. then work macam gila for whole day. and someone(s) still so 'fan'. pity them become my air balloon kena shot. haha.... go home door cannot open and my stupid sister i say the house door cannot open and where are you all, she pandai pandai go ask who lose the door now cannot open etc... geram betul. huh...

Huh....
i really do feel that i am over work currently. emotional very very not stable. huh... have to slow down a bit lol... and relax to let all those 'heat' to spread... haha... and apply my FYP - Animal Assisted Therapy to balance and stabilised my own emotion. haha.... ok lol.. Nite nite~