Actually is not me....

Huh... now i have the time and energy to write a blog. haha... happy, no happy, anger, everythings mix up in this week. huh... feel kinna wanna kick and kill people currently. haahaa...

At last october is ended... and my life back to normal. huh... october work is such a hell... busy until no time to breath.. huh... until me myself have to help become a promoter. huh... and so angry... 'ooo... your area supervisor is here, he can help to take stock.' my god....! i only work your 1 project ah? huh... no use punya people. really, people is very selfish.. they were unable to see from other people's perceptions....

Then, i make a new hair lol!! new hair style, new look. haha... everyone is so shock to see i change a new hair style. haha... that day go cut hair, actually asked N to straighten my hair, those in front one lal... but he said that make it the 'corn style' is better. and at the end, it look so weird when only those hair in the front look like that. end up make whole hair that style. and i used hours for the hir. huh... and waste hundred for this. hehe... but consider cheap already lah since friend mah. haha.... but hor, until now when i wash my hair, those medicine smell still got oh... huh. dunno when will it gone leh...

Then... back to work. i really disappointed lol. october already ENDED but i still dunno how much is my salary for that particular month. and this month geh salary... still dunno lagi. huh... really feel that stupid F a cannot do a good job. somemore he think i 'wrap mountain wrap ocean'. everything also ask me help. and he like the most, mid night ask me find people to work in the following morning. gila meh. poeple also need to sleep la. huh...

What else? ooo... my Fatty geh daughter give birth to a baby male. but.. is her father who make her pregnant... so scare the baby male will get distortion. hehe... dunno how oh... and my fatty is pregnant now. the daugther's son is now outside the pouch, but he still sucking milk from his mother. haha... very complex geh relationship. nevermind... people who know what actually happen and who is my fatty only understand what i write la. huh...

then school still the same lol... until now ah my assignment i haven't touch anything eh... huh... wanna cry oh!! dunno how to die. haha...

then... dunno how to right lol... love relation problem. huh... i told you, you are the one who can only solve your own problem. you as me to help, i can't help you. i advise you, you don't want to listen, i can't do anything, and you don't want to listen, don't put yourself in the 'self-pity' condition and pity'ing yourself in front of me. you will only get a scold from me..

today super terible bad mood oh... morning only sleep 4 hour. then work macam gila for whole day. and someone(s) still so 'fan'. pity them become my air balloon kena shot. haha.... go home door cannot open and my stupid sister i say the house door cannot open and where are you all, she pandai pandai go ask who lose the door now cannot open etc... geram betul. huh...

Huh....
i really do feel that i am over work currently. emotional very very not stable. huh... have to slow down a bit lol... and relax to let all those 'heat' to spread... haha... and apply my FYP - Animal Assisted Therapy to balance and stabilised my own emotion. haha.... ok lol.. Nite nite~