boringz~~

huh..... getting boring and boring.....

everytime sing... makan sing makin teruk.. huh... should i quite this job?? huh...

face pimples more and more, worse and worser... huh... should go and find a doctor lol... medicine treat. huh...

emotion more and more bad... getting more and more bad mood. huh... how leh??

apa lagi... how lah... someone please help me... huh... one of my friend said my singing is not like the old me... huh... no more that feel..... help!!!!!!!!

A little bit here, a little bit there...

A last, i am 23 years old now... huh... elder and elder. but do not have any successful hystory. haha... this birthday really leave me lonely... maybe because becoming older and thinking also becoming more mature. haha... maybe.. maybe... is hard to say, right or wrong...

First of all... thats to all APE worker... thanks to Chealsea, Elyee, Josh, Clif, Oscar, Jack and also Fung. thanks for celebrating my birthday for me. really a suprise. not idea that you guys will so sudden go buy a cake for me right after i tell u guys that that day is actuly my birthday. and u guys want to see my ic as prove. haha... Really really thanks and hundred times appreciate you guys. Thanks very very much!!!

Secondly, thanks to my geng!!! Harriet, Andrew, Ah Li and Stephen... also Harriet's boy friend. haha... thanks to you guys, still remember my birthday and have a celebration for me, althro we all are busy with our industry training. haha.. Thank you thank you. Love you guys so so so much!! haha...

Back to life, all still the same. huh... busy with work and work and work... haha.. as usual, internship at the morning on weekdays, and supervisor at weekend. but the most suprise and i also never thinking of, i am now a part time singer in cafe. haha... to say the true, i really really want to say hundred times of thank you to Ah Hao for giving me this chance to make my dream come true. althro is just a replacement and part time, i am very very grateful as you take me this 'half pail water' person to be a cafe singer. Thank you very very much. i will work hard to improve my singing and also learn more and more from all the partners. thank you very much again. also, thanks to my partner(s) for helping me this half water to perform on stage. haha...

Hmm... ya. currently i get to know few more new friend from internet o... msn and friendster. haha... thanks to you guys also, for listening to my problem and cheer me up. really happy to know you guys o... hope our friendship will kept forever and the longer we know, the closer we will stay together. haha... happy to know you guys and thanks for being my friends!! thank you..

And also, thanks to Amy, Lily, Samson, Chi Yee, King, Ken, and also Leon and his friend for supporting me on my part time singing in cafe. thanks a lot!! thanks for supporting. really really appreciate you guys support. haha... thank you veli veli much...

And lastly, thank you veli veli much to all friends that wishes me on my birthday. there were few friends that really suprise me as i thought you guys will not know my birthday. and so suprise to get u guys wishes. haha... thanks to everyone for making my life happy~~

For the end, Hope everyone happy and healthy. Hope to see all of you, schoolmate meet you guys when we start our new semester, friends when we go gathering, and my net friend, hope that we will meet one day... surely there will be a day we meet, face to face... haha... Happy to all... All the best...

Dark happiness.....

Today... is my birthday... but... i really wish my tear will drop from my eyes... but it won't. not because of too happy or what... is because of sadness...
I never ask for anything for my birthday. i just hope that my friend(s) will sit with me, accompany me on my birthday.. is that too much??
Today morning someone sms me saying she were not working, and is free. so i asked her out, and asked her what plan she had? she say nothing. then i suggest go to yam cha, because one friend singing today in the cafe. and she say ok.
Evening another friend who same birthday called me asked me to go movie, i say cannot cause promise the first to go yam cha. hence, she say she follow me go yam cha.
Then, the first girl sms saying she will be free at 8pm... ok... i am looking forward for that... is just i hope at least one of my close friend accompany me pass my birthday... is that too much?
Keep on sms'ing... she say she will wait me in times square... ok lo...
From work i rush back to home, take bath... prepare myself...Then go drive the other girl...On the way i asked the girl to sms the other girl...
When reach, the girl that come with me called the other girl... she said she still in office.
Then i say if like that we go home lo.. haha....
And guess what? The girl that come with me said the other girl say is ok if we want to go home...
They hang up the phone.
I tell the girl that come with me, i come so far reach here ask me go home i will kick the other girl... haha...
Then we go in order our food and drink... and listen to my friend's singing... and another friend from Cheras came.
This Cheras girl was cheated to come, cause we told her that i am singing in the cafe. haha... she came and hit me lightly saying i cheated her to come. she pass back my dvd which she had taken so long, and order a drink... and we wait for the other girl to come...
Until 11.15, the Cheras girl need to go home and the other girl haven't show up yet... ok lo.. leave us 2 fellow continue waiting........ we chat, joke and i look for lyric using my laptop... until 12am.....
I write a dedicate song to my friend, tell him me and the girl in front of me birthday today... and guess what? he and his partner make joke on us... saying we born at the same date, were fate to be together etc.. we say no la, actually some one saying will some but no come... then they say she actually want let us together hence no come etc... and...
He sang birthday song to me... and wish me happy birthday..... at that moment... i really wanna cry out... how can a close friend, asked you out, never come, and never let you know that she will not come, on your birthday... when my singer friend sang me the birthday song, i really want to cry out... but i can't...
Until the end, she never shown up. and no sms me anything........
After finish the singing session, my singer friend come down the stage and wish me happy birthday again... i thanks him.
And when we want to went home, i go to him and thanks him again... and he wish me again, i thanks him again, and he wish me again, and i thanks him again.. haha.... at the end... of course.. BYE BYE...

Really thanks to you, ah wang gor gor... for singing me a very nice birthday song...
I will never forget my this 23 years old birthday...