Dark happiness.....

Today... is my birthday... but... i really wish my tear will drop from my eyes... but it won't. not because of too happy or what... is because of sadness...
I never ask for anything for my birthday. i just hope that my friend(s) will sit with me, accompany me on my birthday.. is that too much??
Today morning someone sms me saying she were not working, and is free. so i asked her out, and asked her what plan she had? she say nothing. then i suggest go to yam cha, because one friend singing today in the cafe. and she say ok.
Evening another friend who same birthday called me asked me to go movie, i say cannot cause promise the first to go yam cha. hence, she say she follow me go yam cha.
Then, the first girl sms saying she will be free at 8pm... ok... i am looking forward for that... is just i hope at least one of my close friend accompany me pass my birthday... is that too much?
Keep on sms'ing... she say she will wait me in times square... ok lo...
From work i rush back to home, take bath... prepare myself...Then go drive the other girl...On the way i asked the girl to sms the other girl...
When reach, the girl that come with me called the other girl... she said she still in office.
Then i say if like that we go home lo.. haha....
And guess what? The girl that come with me said the other girl say is ok if we want to go home...
They hang up the phone.
I tell the girl that come with me, i come so far reach here ask me go home i will kick the other girl... haha...
Then we go in order our food and drink... and listen to my friend's singing... and another friend from Cheras came.
This Cheras girl was cheated to come, cause we told her that i am singing in the cafe. haha... she came and hit me lightly saying i cheated her to come. she pass back my dvd which she had taken so long, and order a drink... and we wait for the other girl to come...
Until 11.15, the Cheras girl need to go home and the other girl haven't show up yet... ok lo.. leave us 2 fellow continue waiting........ we chat, joke and i look for lyric using my laptop... until 12am.....
I write a dedicate song to my friend, tell him me and the girl in front of me birthday today... and guess what? he and his partner make joke on us... saying we born at the same date, were fate to be together etc.. we say no la, actually some one saying will some but no come... then they say she actually want let us together hence no come etc... and...
He sang birthday song to me... and wish me happy birthday..... at that moment... i really wanna cry out... how can a close friend, asked you out, never come, and never let you know that she will not come, on your birthday... when my singer friend sang me the birthday song, i really want to cry out... but i can't...
Until the end, she never shown up. and no sms me anything........
After finish the singing session, my singer friend come down the stage and wish me happy birthday again... i thanks him.
And when we want to went home, i go to him and thanks him again... and he wish me again, i thanks him again, and he wish me again, and i thanks him again.. haha.... at the end... of course.. BYE BYE...

Really thanks to you, ah wang gor gor... for singing me a very nice birthday song...
I will never forget my this 23 years old birthday...