tiredz...

huh... Currently really feel very tired. Work, life, friendship... Seems everything is very hard to me currently. Hmm... I feel like i want to let go everything and have back my easy and nothing to worried geh life. Haha. But i think after tat i would want back my working life, cos boring to be boring. Haha. Why why tell me why? Huh... Maybe this is what people say adult life. Haha. I am in my adulthood la. Should suit myself to be in this life. Huh...

Get to know more and more people currently. Thanks to wings cafe which i went almost every weekend. And also my job as event area supervisor. Really, there where so many different people. Different behavior, different attitute, different emotions. Haha. Everyone is so unique. But most people i know have 1 similarity. That is very 3 8. Haha. Funny, playful, cheerish. Maybe because i m someone like this thats y people around me are almost like this. Hahaha.

I like this song a lot. 你不是真正的快乐. It seems is singing out my inner voice. Huh. True. I m not happy. Not happy with my friend. Not happy with my coleauge. Not happy with my work. Not happy with my behavior. Not happy with my attitude. Not happy with this and that. Huh. Conclusion. I am not a happy fellow. Huh. But why? Why i still smile to everyone? Why i still laugh to people? Why? Why? Huh... Sometimes i really do not understand of myself. Huh. Seems i am going to be schizo, or DID la. Opps. This 2 terms only understand by my coursemate la. Haha. Is psychology term eh. Haha. Huh.

I get to know a fellow currently. Haha. I know u got feeling throughward me. U hug'ed me. And also u kiss'ed my face although i said i don't like that. I know u like me very much. But... Huh.. I can't accept u. Is not that u not good. Is just.. Just that i don't think u suitable to me. U are not the one that i looking for, not the one that i think will together with me, accompany me to the end. I know i m very old minded thinking and sturborn. But... Sorry... I don't think i can accept u...

Today very no good .aka bad mood ah. Huh. This is the first time in my work with the current company, get so many complain. Huh.. It seems to me that the more i put myself to work, the more mistake i'll make. Maybe the work is correct, the more we do the more complain. Nothing i do then there will be no mistake. Haha. I think i should try it la. Haha.