Released... Fly away......

very tired and boring and moody and... all negative feeling filled in me. huh... really... i wish i have a pair of wing... fly away from everything that i don't like. huh...

work had been growthfrom bad to worse... now i really cannot stand in these enviroment. and i had officially asked myself to resign..

this few weeks had happen a lot of things.. really... make me really unhappy working in this company. last time is because i like to do event a lot, thats y i work in this company. but now, the urge for work is not here, negative feeling is growing more compare to the liking...

first of all... why everytime when i asked for off day, at the end there sure you all will arrange work for me? is not first time... is already second and third time... always says that off day we should off, but at last asked me back for work...
then... said that will choose good part timer to attend training. and at last, what we have here? newbies who never work before, and find people from the internet. thats consider a professional... ya... then i think i should resign my job...
always last minute job for us. had said that we should not get involve in this job and that job. and at last, what ever that can't settle on time, just throw it to us. and blame us for what ever problem that occur... good never get appraise, bad always get complain. what you want us to do? why don't you just ask them to settle and finish up their job from throwing it to us when they can't finish it?
what ever job that you guys arrange me to do i never settle? complain complain... is there any time that i will run away from my job? did i put my job aside and run away before it is settle? no.. and never... for what to complain? is it wrong for me to settle my job fast? if you guys like people who do their job slowly and can't do anything while blaming other people for the fault, then you find the wrong person to work with. i really dun understand why... is it fault for me to settle my job fast and hand over those other's job back to them to settle? wait there and be a vase, wasting time? thats what u want then i think you better find few more people like that stupid fat pig!
and lastly, stupid fat pig! what had i did to you? until you want to be a two headed snake, complaining me to people who were just walking next to me? you tell me to settle it with my way, and just few second call to another person complaining about me... you really do let me see your real face... protecting yourself and push all the blame to other people, seems you are not involve in it... huh... just one day... i belief you will get back the pay from ll you had done, to me and to the others people...
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curently know a lot of people... get friends from all over Malaysia. had some in kota bharu, batu pahat... and of course KL here as well. all known not for long, but i think they were better from those i face to face everyday, and being two head snakes type. had a little guy come down here from KB to study. haha... i know you were quit boring here cause friends were not studying in the same class with you. ya, find a day to bring you out walk walk in KL as i promised you. haha... the a mummy in Batu Pahat as well. everytime i talk with you from phone also feel very excited, i think you more excited than me la. haha... until can cry... hope you children all healthy and well~~
then my Baby in KL. don't always argue with you mummy la. we always say, you always say your mummy this and that, but in heart you love her so much. hehe... maybe sometimes just try to be a little manja with her as what you did when you with us, things might just be a little more better. haha... as you see, you know me and the other not long. but because of your funny attitude, we like you so much~ haha...

i had resign from my work... and they had asked me to stay for another month... this is the final last time i help you... i had been to good hearted to stay this long in the company... and i do had been very very tired... huh...

btw, for my honey who might just drop by to read my blog, how are you currently ya? got argue with your superior ka? haha... had been long time never chat with u lol... haha... don't worried about me after reading my blog. maybe i seems to be a weak person from outside, but inner, i am much more stronger. haha... find a day we chat ya! haha...

bye bye...