had been hanging around with few i consider as long lost friend this 2 days. nothing special, just hanging around, eating, and crazying almost any topic we chat...even meet a 'long lost' friend in msn which had been almost few year not contacting with each other. haha...
exam is coming soon. but i am not in the mood of studying. why? i not sure. i think i am in the phobia... phobia of getting graduated... graduate means jobless. haha... i need to plan for my future starting today. i don't want to wait until the last minute only think about this. scare that i will lost most my friend now after we graduate. scare about almost everything... everything that go into my mind.
listening to the 'powerful mind' cd. did it calm me down? i not sure. but i know i do in the calm emotional state, as usual when i am alone in my own room. always...
everything seems to be stop in the mid air.. but time is still ticking around my ear.. what can i do? i need to move a faster step in front to catch up with everything that i had drop in the past. i need to move forward... to be back the real me...
i am looking... i am looing for someone who able to break the stone castle and touched my heart... someone who walk besides me, not behind me. haha... when the person will appear in front of me? i don't know... only god know~~~ future ahead me... here i come!!!
Mash Potato
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Hey again.. … … … … … … Not a good day.
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